Hi I'm a mother of 3 girls no I don't have hiv but I have spinia Bifdia which is a birth defect sometime I feel like giving up but god everyone here for a reason my 2 year old died in 03 from heart infection I feel like Giving up always god has a prosper for u even when you down pray to him in ask him what he wants of u I'm struggling but I'm leave it in his hands could you try that and ignore negative people say to u they don't have a heaven or hell to put u in god bless
Please don't hurt your children. Or child
Thank you Teddi. That would be nice. I will 1-1 you shortly.
Would you like your daughter to have an e card for her birthday ? If so , pease send me your email address and any special message and I will do it tomorrow for you .
I am sorry you are angry. I hope something goes your way and you can feel a bit better. If you need a friend this is the right place. I have made many friends here. We don't always know how to help people but we do our best.
Must have been a hell of a shock to find out about the HIV . How long have you known ?
Death don't bother me kid . its living thats fucked up
Right...we will burn together believe that
We are here for you if you want to talk .I am sorry that you are so sad. If you are religious , then Sister Servant may be able to help you find peace.
Then how about you delete yourself from aidpage, cause your certainly no help!!!
Oh so your attacking me too huh ma'am im not fixing to read your lil paragraph YOUR definitely wasting time messaging me
Some people cant access the information themselves online because they don't have the equipment or maybe the understanding of computers . If we send them the information to get help with utility bills , dentists , where to get a wheelchair etc. , then it helps them improve the quality of their lives and easies their worry.. Do you really think that everybody who helps a one legged homeless Veteran with PTSD and an alcohol problem does so because they have had that experience ? Are you seriously saying that only a rape victim can relate to a rape victim ? or that if I haven't had my gas cut off I can't imagine eating cold food and a cold house ? ....... maybe you credit the human brain as being greater than a computer and able to remember every address and every phone number of all the agencies that can help people ? Mine can't , so I use Google . If my efforts help one person on here keep a roof over their head , food in their belly or heat in the house , then it has been worth my time. ......or to put it more succinctly , while we help people , what the fuck have you done today ?
It's all crap.
Living is crap.
Life has no meaning.
None. Nowhere to be found.
Why doesn't anybody realize this?
Suicide is a form of murder - premeditated murder. It isn't something you do the first time you think of doing it. It takes getting used to. And you need the means, the opportunity, the motive. A successful suicide demands good organization and a cool head, both of which are usually incompatible with the suicidal state of mind.
I hope your day gets better.